in the past, i have found it better to keep my thoughts to myself, because the less others know about me, the better. im fairly average on the outside, more color and individuality on my crazy days, and just like every one else, im looking to be loved. but on the inside is where i just am absolutely mad. if i wore my heart on my sleeves all the time, wow, i dont even know. anyways, here and now its only important for me to understand. because im the only one here. welcome to Syd's crazy world...